Gramma

A hard fight for sure! an amazing women.. thats a fact. With her last eight days of life spent in hospice my days and nights were spent there to. Time spent watching her fight.... struggle with her breaths and still an inspiration. I got to spend that time in hospice with my aunts. Getting to know them on a different level... still giving to us in her last days!

Toby I love you

Here is the video I had created in memory of Toby. Most of the family has it but just in case here it is.

His death still a huge mystery to me. I am sure it is to many. Left with so many unanswered questions I know my inquisitive nature will never be calmed when it comes to toby. An amazing man he was, smart, to smart for his own good thats for sure. A family man.. he was intentinal to every one of us. The last christmas toby was here he gave me a squeaky nun. It was a super funny gift to get, but you can bet i still have it. Why some may ask, did he give that to me. He knew i loved church and god and was super devoted, it made sense to him... it was so thoughtful. Going on that same theme one year for my birthday he gave me the movie saved. It was about catholic girls... i am a catholic, he thought i could take pleasure in the comedy that was produced surrounding the catholic religion. Always thoughtful. he didnt have to try to be he just was. Gotta love him for that! just wish he was still here or atleast the giant question of why and how could be answered...